Every time I read your name

Every single time I read your name

the grey letters tend to squeeze my heart,

make me feel I'm being phased away,

cast aside and thrown back to the start.

Every single time I read your name,

lookin' dead without a breath or will,

the grey tells me it won't be the same

because things like these cannot be still.

Every single time I read your name
I feel damp and sad like Josephine..
Like my thoughts and mind cannot be sane..
Like I'm drowning into gasoline.

Every single time I read your name
I go out and yell up to the sky.
Like it's nothing more than just a game
I cry out grey tears and I know why.

Every single time, I read your name..

but you know that I just wanna stay.